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I can't breathe, I can't sleep, I keep falling on my knees

Unbeknown to all except to my closest of friends, that I'm currently undergoing one of those tough periods. It's not that whatever I do things tend to go awry, but I could just be standing still minding my own business and things will either go bad, or worst, give me a burden to which to carry inside to wonder, and feel. I'm just one of those guys that keeps a door open always for anyone, regardless if my desk is already full. Sincerely, I'm rather tired and just need to regain my tenacity.

  1. My day job - daily operations, the team dynamics, my KPI, the future, and the agenda.
  2. Problems a friend is having with his family - drama wei!
  3. The backlog of my social calendar - family & friends I just need to meet with but haven't the time.
  4. The completion of my personal project - left hanging.
  5. Girls - explains itself enough.
  6. The loan of my new car - went to the nearest KWSP, and bank with the KWSP kiosk - both down for repairs. Went online to print, account deactivated, have to go to a KWSP centre to reactivate. WTF.
  7. The removal of my wisdom tooth - delayed to a Friday so I can avoid taking further medical leave. The infection already gave me a fever last weekend. Damn the pain.
  8. The planning of the next outing/holiday with my core friends - the decisions, RSVP, dates, dietary concerns, personalities, location, etc.
  9. My investment in a government bond - awaiting finalization.
  10. My lack of engagement (in the last 2 months) with the community I manage.
  11. My further training at Mercy Malaysia.
  12. My recently lost camera - Now to replace. Thinking Panasonic LX3.
  13. My readings - my book I've yet to finish, the magazines I've just bought, and the list of website articles that are growing longer by the day.
  14. The gym, and the constant eating to fuel it - I've gained 4kg, I can't allow that to slip away. I've missed the gym for 2 weeks already.
  15. My upcoming 8TV reality TV show trip - Early August, and my partner's back in New Zealand.

I'm just crazy.

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